Oh look || It's October

Oh look. It's October.
And I never did a September Photo Dump. *facepalm* all the pictures are still on my phone, and I'm just too lazy to download them. So. I'll do that one of these days.
Right now, let's take a moment to appreciate the fact that it's my favorite month again.

It's October! 

 It's time for Pumpkin Spice Latte's. Time for yummy fall milkshakes at Burgerville. Time for cozy sweaters, good books, hot tea, The Piano Guys. when I'm not cleaning someone's toilets or making random peoples beds. #cleaningladylife
The past two Octobers I've done a life update. So I figured I should probably do one this October. Keep up the tradition, ya know. *winks* The only trouble is, my last post was a life update of sorts. So. What am I supposed to say in this post? Shall I repeat myself? I'll try not to. *winks*

Can you believe I'm almost nineteen? Where has 2018 gone? Like, really. Someone needs to tell time to slow down. The clocks are moving way too fast. The seconds go by faster than they did when I was a kid. Or is that just me?
Nineteen. And just last year I was freaking out because I was turning eighteen. *laughs at my younger self* I guess I could say eighteen has been good to me.
-I stood in a wedding for the first time. 
-I made a trip to New Hampshire and made wonderful memories at Grandpa and Grandma's and Felicity and Josiah's. 
-I got another job 
-Had some adventures with the cousins 
I mean, when you think about it. It's been a good age.
and 18 is going out with a bang.
The weekend of my birthday, I am going to the beach. That's the plan anyway.
My first road trip - being the driver. I'll being driving my parents van, and LaKaysha and Chancy will be coming with me. It's not a birthday get-away. We're just going to visit my aunt and uncle while they're staying at the beach. It just so happens to be the weekend of my birthday. Which I think is awesome.
I can pretend I'm going to the beach to say goodbye to 18, right?
Since my birthday is that Sunday, and we'll actually be coming home that Saturday.
That should be fun. *tries not to squeal with excitement*

I'm not afraid of nineteen. I'm actually kinda excited. I haven't been excited for my birthday in years. But I am. *giggles* Maybe it's the beach trip plans? idk.

Though sometimes, when I think about it, I get sad that I'm going to be nineteen, and still I don't have a guy. Still, I don't even know any guy who could, maybe become my boyfriend. Nobody.
I don't like to to admit it, but I'm lonely. For someone I've never met.
What's up with that?
Is there something wrong with me?
I don't think so. I just have to be patient. Even though it's hard.

ANYWAY. ;P

What's up in your October?